Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Farewell my Onvaio life... on to the next!!!
I started my life with Onvaio last July 2006, Onvaio gave me a chance to be part of the Pandora Family, which I'm so grateful. Pandora Manila is my baby... this is where I learned alot, from management to being technical. I got close to Armin,Kamran(My big bosses of Onvaio which I own them a lot) Muneer,Jim,Amongla, Nilesh and Sridhar. They welcomed us with open arms, though its not a smooth road to travel with at first but with it, we learn to appreciate one another. I was sent to India and meet new friends which I will forever cherish. The fun loving memories that I spent with the Pandora family will always remain in my heart. Most of all, my Pandora Manila team. I loved them like my brothers and sisters and its so hard to let go... I will miss the laughter that we all share everyday even with those gloomy times.. Our "Pagsasama and Unity" loyalty towards each other, caring more than officemates... I will miss you all.. Hope the bond that we share during our Onvaio days will not remain a memory of the past but continue to live in our hearts.. Love you guys!!! gonna miss you all!!!
Fun day with my nephew and nieces :)
I went home to Bulacan to visit my mom, she ask me to come home today, and so I did.I was thinking of what road to use hmmm... stuck with fighting ideas which road to use(the short or long road) I decided to take the short road which requires me to walk through a narrow bridge that's made of bamboo (the government is taking 10yrs to finish it and its been 8months now!!! hay...) Anyways I enjoy the great scenery over the bridge, the still waters of th river is very calming and refreshing. Suddenly a Voice of a small boy caught my attention, he was shouting "NInang! Ninang!! (it means God Mother) when I look to see who it was, I saw my favorite "inaanak"(godchild). He was running towards me and gave me a big hug and a kiss then he ask me if i have "pasalubong" for him. As one of my rituals i never go home with out a candy pop in my pocket and its because of them. So i took out a 6 packs of candy pop and gave one to my "inaanak" and then to my nieces. They ask me to stay for awhile and ride a small canoe with them like we always do, even though I'm so darn sleepy and tired I smiled and said "Yes". How can you say No? they're so cute!! I find my self spending the whole day with them and going back to work with no sleep yet, but its worth it. They are not kids forever, and moments like this I will treasure forever :)
Thursday, August 2, 2007
feeleing so down and darn confuse....
Its been a hell of a week.. moving to a new place.. missing home... missing my family... now I'm caught in a situation where I need to decide again... and not just deciding if I'm going to buy a new pair of shoes or what to wear to work.. but decide for something that will change a lot in my life.. I will have to move to a new place again.. new environment.. new people... and new place... and so far away from my family... hay... i thought I figure out what I want... I thought I know and can handle whatever I'm doing.. Now I'm stuck and pressured of making one of the biggest decision in my life...I'm getting cold feet... and its not like me to feel this way... God please help.... :(
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Touching A Dream
A moment caught in time with you,
One of just a precious few.
Across the sea, the setting sun -
Slipping unto oblivion.
Coming to us in gold array,
Atop the waves reflection rolled away.
Across the horizon in grand display,
We watched it softly sink to yesterday.
Still in my arms I held you tight,
As the fire-filled sky gave way to night.
I gently kissed your lips, sweet and tender,
Caught up in the night's magic and splendor.
You were an angel in my eyes,
Fallen to me from the skies.
Looking in your eyes, lost in the gleam,
I felt like a woman touching a dream.
You fulfilled every desire and need,
With a touch that made my soul bleed.
Oh, how I loved holding you close to me,
But to hold your love I had to set you free.
Still each day the sun sets 'fore my eyes,
In brilliant colors, painting the skies.
But it never quite holds the same flare -
Only an old photograph could share.
A memory I hold close to my heart,
Where you'll always hold the biggest part.
Even as the same sun rolls in tomorrow,
And I find my life's been lost in sorrow.
I won't forget the love you shared with me,
Or the face I may never again see.
Caught in a moment life and love enseam,
I was a woman touching a dream.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Another freaking Quiz!
You Are A Friendly Ex |
You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more... |
Your Mind is PG-13 Rated |
Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude. |
Your Brain is Green |
Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual). |
Make up notes for the last few days that I missed to write :)
Well I just recently celebrated my birthday last July 21(not really celebrate :( ) I spend most of my time reading the Harry Potter book 7. It was quite fun but really not the ending I expected from the book(I mean having to wait infront of the book store just to make sure I get first book out! not really that worth it) but its ok.
Anyways, last week I moved out of our house and rented my own place. Its so exciting since its my first time away from home(not to mention my 3 weeks trip to India). I'm happy and excited but somewhat sad... I miss my mom... I guess its part of growing up and I still get to be with them during the weekends, so its not that bad.
I did some shopping for my new place and thank god my friend accompanied me or else i might have bought the whole department store hahaha! Its so fun shopping for your own place i mean, you get to choose everything from living room appliances down to kitchenwares! Its a whole new thing for me but its was great!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Harry Potter Quiz: Which Character Are You?
You scored 30, on a scale of 0 to 100. Here's how to interpret your score:
0 - 10
You're brave, adventurous, and often heroic. Like Harry Potter, you're always willing to take risks and help people. Your weakness may be your mistrust of others--and yourself.
11 - 24
You're kind, loyal, and steadfast to the end. Like Hagrid, the Hogwarts gamekeeper, or Ron Weasley, Harry's best friend, you sometimes make blunders--but your friends can always depend on you in a crisis.
25 - 42
You're dreamy and absent-minded, though you often show startling intelligence. Sometimes you're Luna Lovegood, Harry's spacy acquaintance; at your best, you're Hogwarts headmaster Albus Dumbledore, far more serious-minded than your behavior might imply. -->This me??? whoatt???!!! hahaha!
43 - 59
You're clever, ambitious, and have enough brains to be in Ravenclaw: You're Hermione Granger, Harry's super-smart sidekick.
60 - 75
You're intense, and your dark, brooding side may make you hard to get along with. On good days, you're Sirius Black, Harry's godfather; on bad days, you're closer to Severus Snape, the teacher Harry despises.
85 - 96
You are malice incarnate. You may be the Dark Lord now, but watch out, Voldemort--Harry will defeat you in the end!
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Just browsing my email and saw this link http://www.beliefnet.com/section/quiz/index.asp?sectionID=500&surveyID=49
Its fun of your a big Harry Potter fan like me ;)
Friday, July 20, 2007
"A Beautiful Mind"
I just watched the movie “the beautiful mind” and was really touched by the story, there’s a lot of geniuses in this world whose “not that normal”. Einstein, Hemmingway, Van Gough. These are some of the most gifted and talented minds ever to grace the earth. Were they normal? No, in fact they were far from. Each had weaknesses of his own. Einstein was known to be a little crazy. Hemmingway enjoyed throwing one back every now and again. And Van Gough was deeply depressed for years. So can these men still be geniuses despite their conditions? If so, than was the great John Nash brilliant as well or simply insane? In Ron Howard’s A Beautiful Mind, John Nash is depicted as a brilliant outlandish mathematician. His bizarre behavior and gifted strategies for solving equations led him to a path of success and achievement, however several people found him to be quite unorthodox. Their curiosities became suspicions that ultimately led to the conclusion of his paranoid schizophrenia. His paranoid thoughts of conspiracy and war were all just images in his mind. So does this make him crazy? Does this affect his credibility as a genius? Or on the contrary, does this boost his credibility? If insanity, alcoholism, and depression can’t prohibit people from being brilliant, why should schizophrenia be any different? By having such detailed characters as simply a figment of his imagination… Its sad to see others judging people easily without understanding them.. People lacks of understanding are the people whose crazy and need help ;)
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Addicting!!!
Men See You As Desirable |
Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily |
Got this one from a friend and its really interesting :)
You are a City Girl! |
Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! |
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Confuse...
Life is always not we expect, have you ever experience getting a job that you didn’t even expect you’ll get? Or a present that you always thought that your friends will give you for your birthday because they know that you like it and got the other?
Life is full of mystery and undoubtedly surprising in its own way. A mystery that people tries to understand from generation to generation and yet still nobody can explain it fully. Personally I’ve been trying to understand it for the past years of my life. I want to understand why disappointment, anger, happiness and hope etc, all this emotions where they coming from??? An why do they exist?
I’m 23years old and still confuse of what my life’s going to be 10yrs or 20yrs from now. Trying to make sense of the things that I’m doing now, asking myself over and over again is this what I really want? Or is this another waste of time. Its like no matter how hard I ask myself “what I want” I always end up with no answer not even a bit of idea. I thought of going for a vacation, just to isolate myself from everybody and try to find the missing piece of myself. I guess finding myself is the most difficult thing that I’ve faced In my life, not having to know where to go and even where I want to go is something that drives me crazy… Maybe tomorrow or next week or probably next year who knows when Ill find myself and maybe… just maybe I can rest and be contented…